THE QUESTIONABLE LIFE AND TIMES OF RII PART 22: Fuck this Shit, All of it.

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Fuck this job.
Fuck James.

Fuck Deandre’s girlfriend.

Fuck Deandre.

Fuck myself, and my bad judgment.

Fuck this Shit, All of it.

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In hindsight, this was possibly one of the worst decisions I ever made. I don’t even like drama and yet I just threw myself right in the epicenter of a drama volcano.

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All these feelings all these stupid fucking feelings were to blame. I dont even think I was really in love with him I think that I was in love with the thrill of cheating. Because even though I didnt want James things with me and Dre fell apart shortly after he was no longer in the equation. Dre helped confirm James wasnt the one for me but that didnt mean he was either…

And I only had to destroy everything to come to this revelation so small price to pay right? (Sarcasm). Dre was mad as hell, like flipping out on me mad and I didnt know what to say or do.

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Me:

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Cause damn 6 months, half a year, 182 days, 4380 hours, is a long ass time to be messing with somebody thats “ugly af”. Especially when your girlfriend is so fucking fine right? (she’s not ugly but she aint Beyonce either).

Me:

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He’s like one of those losers who tries to talk shit after they ask for your number and you tell them no.

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Shit, CLEARLY she needs to be minding yours since you out here giving her dick away. :Rolls eyes:

Oh yeah, I quit my job…. I couldn’t walk in there one more day and see his face. No two weeks notice, no phone call, email, I just stopped going.

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I didn’t care how I would pay my bills, make ends meet, I just didn’t want to see him again.


Me: Realizing that Dre’s a grown ass man who cant take responsibility for his actions.

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He was getting on my nerves and now I wasn’t even going to respond anymore.

Me:

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I stopped responding, so he stopped responding and I thought I was free, but then I woke up to even more messages.

Hold on, hold on, hold on……

So I tell you TWICE to “LEAVE ME ALONE” or Ill “TELL YOUR GIRLFRIEND” and you interpreted that as “Let me stay cool with her so she doesnt tell”? “But while Im here we might as well fuck?”

“But shit while Im here let me make sure I come show you a good time for your birthday with your ugly ass?”

“My car got stolen but Imma borrow my moms and make a way to come see your ugly ass?”

“You told me to leave you alone and been ignoring me but Imma walk past your desk a million times and come talk to your cubemates just to be in your space ass?”

 

 

Me:

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Cause something aint adding up…..

You seem to have done the most for this “ugly bitch”.

Did you forget this?

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Because wow, this is the third time I told you to leave me alone! Told you I was done. Told you I wasn’t a hoe or sidechick. Told you if I wanted to start trouble I would…. Did you think I was joking? That this was a game? Did you take this as your opportunity to cut your losses and go back to your “awesome” relationship?

NOPE! Which is why we’re here.

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So you KNEW I was quote on quote “in love with you” or that I had deeper feelings and that wasnt your warning to stay away? To cut ties? Shut it down? Let it go? Get the hell out of dodge?

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Well then BITCH you brought this on yourself!

You should have actually stayed away when I told you!!! You can miss me with that your ugly shit because that didnt stop you from fucking me, didnt stop you from coming over, didnt stop your ass from stalking me at work, didnt make your ass stay away when I said leave me alone. I had to threaten you twice and then actually tell your girlfriend just for you to leave me alone!

Listen! 

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Schools in session cause this is what STAY AWAY or LEAVE ME ALONE means:

 

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To not go near someone…

Avoid.

to STOP……

Because when you REALLY dont want to be around something or somebody you remove yourself.

PERIOD.

Not keep coming around to be “cordial”, aint no cordial bih I said leave me alone!!!!

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Disappear bitch

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Did you forget you told me we wouldn’t stop talking until YOU wanted too? Or did I imagine that?

So cordial? Cordial where? To whom? I dont think telling somebody they cant stop messing with you is cordial. Seems pretty controlling to me.. But you love to be in control, and thats why you’re with her and not me.

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Real Life depiction of Dre and his Gf

Thats why I was so appealing to you because I didnt take your shit, you couldnt control me like you can and do control your girlfriend. But thats also the reason why me and you could never be anything other than a fling. And I didnt realize that until this moment.


I said we should stop talking three times, and all three times YOU wouldn’t let me go.  I said leave me alone because I knew I wouldn’t be able to control my feelings!

Case and point right now.

So if Im a bitch, if im ugly, if Im a monster and you dont like who I am right now…….

 

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To be continued….


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Cherise is an entitled millennial whose parents told her from birth she would be great. This drive to be great has caused her to excel academically receiving two degrees at the age of 25 and $85,000 of debt. She still has no (insert cuss word) clue on what to do with her expensive degrees or her life in general. You can typically catch her dodging calls from Sallie Mae, sleeping, or updating this blog. To read more about Cherise and her experiences navigating the scary world of adulting click one of the links on this blog.

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